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Is God Real?

June 29, 2008
God is Real, says Buc the Horse
Creative Commons Photo of Buc by Igpajo

Or another question, do you believe in God? At some point, everyone deals with these questions, either through consideration or acceptance of some teaching. Many people have primitive ideas of God they picked up when they were young, like some old man in the sky. If we do try to reconsider the question as adults, we are faced with a barrage of extremes, from Dawkin’s “God Delusion” to some rather odd beliefs indeed. Many people form some sort of compromise. Like the concepts expressed by the author in Rethinking Science. Some become Atheists simply because the ideas of God that they see make no sense. What kind of belief can we form that makes sense to our experience of the world? And that, my friends, is the key to our experience of life.

First, we should touch on belief. Belief is essentially a story we tell ourselves about “how it is”. We hold beliefs or ideas about almost everything. Our neighbor, our boss, politics, race, and of course God. Even if you think you have no beliefs, that too is a belief. This is due quite simply to the nature of the mind. When the mind is dominant, it tells a story about everything. It is never satisfied to simply leave something as it is. On the evolutionary path as a seeker, the question becomes do you believe in the stories of the mind? When we wake up from the ego, the grip of the mind is lost and sooner or later, we stop paying the mind so much heed. It shifts to being the tool rather than the leader.

The next point to touch on is the nature of how we perceive the world. Before awaking, there are 2 dominant modes of perception. What I’ll call the personal and the impersonal. This is reflected in the 2 hemispheres of the brain. When mind is dominant, we see the world impersonally, left brain. We see the laws of nature as mechanistic and the world as a machine. This is the scientific perspective. Much less obvious in western culture is another world view, the personal. In the personal, the heart is dominant. The world is seen in what we may consider a more creative, right brained way.

When perception is more refined, the heart driven perception reveals a different mechanism of the world. The laws of nature are seen as life forms and everything we see done is being done. From the growing of plants to the curing of concrete, everything is performed. You will have heard many names for such doers - angels, devas, fairies, and so on. You may laugh. And there is a lot of trash ideas in this arena. But its no less real than the science that has taken us to the moon. Perhaps not real to you, but real to others. This is why so many believe in such things. I note many have had experiences but are reticent to share them in our left-brain dominant world. Indeed, if you say you experience light beings everywhere, you may end up in a psych ward.

By the way, feeling values are so important to ideas like law of attraction because thats what doers respond to. If you don’t have the ‘worker bees’ onside, nothing gets done.

Neither mode of perception is “better” than the other. They are simply 2 modes. Each has its own advantages. For example, what better way to understand nature than to have a conversation with it. Mind you, much of nature considers such conception games pointless. (laughs)

At some point, you will be able to switch modes as required. If you allow for it. If you refuse to allow for such things, you will not perceive it. I’m not suggesting belief is required, just the acceptance of the possibility. Then what is will prove itself.

Now, back to the question of God. In the same way, God can be experienced in the personal and the impersonal. The impersonal we know as the deep unmanifest silence. The restful alertness that pervades all things. Many of a more intellectual bent are much more comfortable with ideas of God like this.

The personal form of God appears to us in the context of our reality and culture. Maharishi Mahesh Yogi described it as the highest ideal we can conceive. In the west, we are more prone to see something like Jesus. In India, a form like Krisna or Shiva. Indeed, in India people have a choice of who to favour. Do they prefer an embodiment of love, or a god of war? The form does not matter. It is simply the vehicle to the One and the way for us to relate to the godhead. Without form, how would we interact?

The sage Shankara explored this question and referred to 6 forms of God. The impersonal and 5 manifest forms that reflect key aspects of fundamental expression. This is an excellent lesson in understanding the most fundamental principles of existence. All other forms are derived from the 5. Thats another article…

Back to the question of belief. If we study human evolution in higher “states” of consciousness, we find a common thread. A state typically referred to as God Realization. Now some teachings pause after the first waking. They consider awakening from the ego to be the goal. But really, this is just the beginning.

There is a progressive opening of consciousness, punctuated by 2 primary wakings. Concurrently, there is a progressive refinement of perception, revealing aspects of existence not previously seen. The refinement can begin well before the first awakening but may not. God Realization is typically explained as a stage of awakening between first and second, between loss of the ego and Unity. Personal God is seen as the bridge to Unity. However, in the west, there has been a recent trend for people to go straight to the second waking and pick up God Realization later. This may partly be due to our culture and partly due to diet and the way we take care of our bodies, the vehicles of perception.

The point though is that at some point in human evolution, God is no longer a question of belief. God becomes increasingly obvious. We literally see the light of life in everything. The world glows gold. One day, you meet, face to face.

That’s not an experience everyone is comfortable with right away. I know people who took years to accept what they were experiencing. Especially if they are western intellectuals. (laughs)

There is every possible variation on this experience. For the highly intellectual, they may never develop a relationship. But they will come to it in some way, perhaps favoring the impersonal. For the heart driven path, they may care little for the impersonal and bask deeply in the love of God. Many of us will be some blend.

In the end, we find that all this debate about belief in the idea of God to be rather amusing. Ideas about God arise within God. Indeed we are an idea of God, not God an idea of us. Part of the waking process is getting the process right. Waking from the illusory causality. That is the real God Delusion.

Davidya

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The A to Z of Being

June 28, 2008

Takuin has written a beautiful piece on Being when you are.  The A to Z of Being: Instructions.
A manual in prose…

Reminds me of something I ran into earlier today. How Enlightenment is not perfection. How it all takes practice. The Art of Imperfect Enlightenment over at Rebel Zen.

2 very different voices but so refreshing to see the message coming from more and more places.

The world is awakening…

Davidya

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Rethinking Science

June 28, 2008

Ran into an interesting article today that better states some of my thoughts on evolution.

“Stuart A. Kauffman studies the origin of life and the origins of molecular organization. Thirty-five years ago, he developed the Kauffman models, which are random networks exhibiting a kind of self-organization that he terms “order for free.”"

“While it may sound as if ‘order for free’ is a serious challenge to Darwinian evolution…I don’t think he was wrong at all. I have no doubt that natural selection is an overriding, brilliant idea and a major force in evolution, but there are parts of it that Darwin couldn’t have gotten right. One is that if there is order for free — if you have complex systems with powerfully ordered properties — you have to ask a question that evolutionary theories have never asked: Granting that selection is operating all the time, how do we build a theory that combines self-organization of complex systems — that is, this order for free — and natural selection? There’s no body of theory in science that does this. There’s nothing in physics that does this, because there’s no natural selection in physics — there’s self organization. Biology hasn’t done it, because although we have a theory of selection, we’ve never married it to ideas of self-organization. One thing we have to do is broaden evolutionary theory to describe what happens when selection acts on systems that already have robust self-organizing properties. This body of theory simply does not exist.”

http://www.edge.org/3rd_culture/kauffman06/kauffman06_index.html

Indeed, without self-ordering, the laws of thermodynamics would take over and entropy would dominate. There would be little opportunity for natural selection to occur.

Kauffman has released a new book, “Reinventing the Sacred”. It is evidently a step beyond scientific reductionism into a new scientific world view. The article goes on “This emerging view finds a natural scientific place for value and ethics, and places us as co-creators of the enormous web of emerging complexity that is the evolving biosphere and human economics and culture.”

The author suggests “[the world] all on its wondrous own, is so awesome and stunning that it is God enough for me and I hope much of humankind.”

For myself, I have to say that even more amazing is that this wondrousness and mystery is just a side effect of the even deeper fulless that is much more vast and stunning.

Kaufmann is quoted:

“One view of God is that God is our chosen name for the ceaseless creativity in the natural universe, biosphere, and human cultures. Because of this ceaseless creativity, we typically do not and cannot know what will happen. We live our lives forward, as Kierkegaard said. We live as if we knew, as Nietzsche said. We live our lives forward into mystery, and do so with faith and courage, for that is the mandate of life itself. But the fact that we must live our lives forward into a ceaseless creativity that we cannot fully understand means that reason alone is an insufficient guide to living our lives. Reason, the center of the Enlightenment, is but one of the evolved, fully human means we use to live our lives. Reason itself has finally led us to see the inadequacy of reason. We must therefore reunite our full humanity. We must see ourselves whole, living in a creative world we can never fully know.”

I would say we can know the world as we are that. But we can never know all of its intricacies. The unfolding of the web of life and being is so vast and interrelated, we could never grasp it all at once. We can spend 20 years with a mate and still be discovering aspects of them - and thats just one person. It’s enough just to know oneself, for in oneself is everything.

Davidya

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Now

June 26, 2008

I heard a really good quote tonight from Lorne.

“We don’t remain in the Now, we remain the Now.”

Now or Presence is about being, not place or time. So we are not “in” Now. We are that.

Davidya

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One, The Movie

June 26, 2008

A couple of years ago, before I started the blog, I ordered a great movie called “One, the Movie“. It began around 20 “ultimate” questions on such subjects as suffering and God. A novice filmmaker named Ward Powers and a couple of friends set out to interview some people and get their take on these big questions of life. Along the way, they were referred to some of our times great thinkers and soon the project grew much larger.

While I found the “backstory” a little lame, the interviews include a remarkably diverse range of speakers, from street people to a number of great minds. Better known names include Thich Nhat Hanh, Father Thomas Keating, Ram Dass, Deepak Chopra, Barbara Marx Hubbard, and Robert Thurman.

For a long time, the film has been seen only in small venues where discussion and context was possible. They did not seek theatrical distribution.

Recently, the film has seen a great deal more attention as its currently been offered as the free introductory flick to the Spiritual Cinema Circle. This is a monthly spiritual video subscription service - a great service if you’re a film fan.

Not sure if the SCC version includes the DVD extras, like the full Thurman stare (laughs). The web site:

http://www.onetheproject.com/

The site has some clips from the film but no longer has the 20 questions and the ability to supply your own answers. (of course I did (laughs)) The film itself is not focused on the questions so much as the theme that arose in the commonality of all the answers. That we are One. (question 20)

Because it does give a sense of what started the film, here are the original questions. I would not say they are all answered by the film. There is simply not the time. But there are some amazing responses and remarkable insights.

1) Why is there poverty and suffering in the world?
2) What is the relationship between science and religion?
3) Why are so many people depressed?
4) What are we so afraid of?
5) When is war justifiable?
6) How would God want us to respond to aggression and terrorism?
7) How does one obtain true peace?
8)- What does it mean to live in the present moment?
9) What is our greatest distraction?
10) Is current Religion serving its purpose?
11) What happens to you after you die?
12) Describe Heaven and how to get there.
13) What is the meaning of life?
14) Describe God.
15) What is the greatest quality humans possess?
16) What is it that prevents people living to their full potential?
17) non-verbally, act out the current condition of the world.
18)- What is your one wish for the world
19) What is wisdom and how do we gain it?
20) Are we all One?

Do you have the answers?

Davidya

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Past possibilities

June 24, 2008

Mike Dooley and the folks over at TUT Adventures have a daily “Notes from the Universe” email message. They are often quite insightful, as well as being light-hearted. This was todays…

The biggest misconception people have about the past is thinking it can detract from the rest of their lives.

It can’t!

The past only ever makes more stuff possible.

The Universe

and the PS:

And while some might then argue that a different past could make possible a “better” future, I would… beg to disagree.

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Choose Love, really

June 24, 2008

Amusingly, after I posted Choose Love, I realized I’d written a poem by the same name, in May last year.

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Choose Love

Without Love, there is only pain,
So Choose Love

Love is your highest feeling,
So Choose Love

Love is the healer of the dark,
So Choose Love

Love is the energy in Bliss,
So Choose Love

Love is the fulcrum of our being,
So Choose Love

Love is the ordering intelligence,
So Choose Love

Love is the one Power,
So Choose Love

Love is the root of intention,
So Choose Love

Love flows in Grace in action,
So Choose Love

Love is the light of life,
So Choose Love

Love unites, is the one thread,
So Choose Love

Love is the creative, the creator,
So Choose Love

Love holds awareness aware,
So Choose Love

Love is the way Home,
So Choose Love

Love is the answer,
So Choose Love

There is always choice,
So Choose Love.

Hope you like it
Davidya

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Choose Love

June 23, 2008
love
Creative Commons from an image by rocket ship

There is a simple principle to follow, whatever the choice in front of you.

Choose Love

Whenever the choice seems challenging, ask what love would choose. Or choose what is love.
To do that means paying attention to how it feels.

Love is not an object or person. Love is not outside, it is within or everywhere. It is the flow.

If there is resistance, that’s not love. Look for where it is smooth, where the way opens, where the feeling value rises. That is the direction of love.

If there does not seem to be a way open, perhaps the resistance is to love itself. Then it’s time to look at the resistance. For example, fear is not love, so if you fear, see if love is behind it. Sometimes love is within what you fear. Sometimes staying and dealing with the issues you may have is real love.

Love doesn’t always mean stay. Sometimes leaving is more love, the opening. Love is what’s best for everyone.

To know the difference, you have to look deep into how it feels. Give yourself time to feel. Release the resistance. See through the feelings into love. Love holds the answer.

Sometimes love is ‘tough love’, the hard truth. Sometimes it is soft love, that soothes the savage beast.

Love is the expressive force, the uniting force, the celebration. What brings peace and happiness is love.

Don’t be confused by passion. Passion can be an expression of love but it can also mask the trap of attachment or craving. Real love is golden, gentle. Red is passion and desire.

Expectations are not love. That is the road to suffering. You must put expectations aside to feel love. Anything else is conditional.

To choose from love, you may first have to ask “where is the love?” What is love in this context? That may not be clear at first but knowing where the love is will lead you to the choice you need to make.

If you choose from love, there will never be a regret.

Davidya

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Choice

June 23, 2008
choices
Creative Commons photo by shadowfax the second

In life we are constantly choosing, constantly making big and small decisions about events that unfold in our lives. Sometimes we are judging and sometimes making choices to act. In Free Will vs Determinism, I discussed how our relationship with choice evolves. Even if we see the world as deterministic, we still make choices about that. If we see the world as completely our choice, we still make numerous programmed decisions.

Programmed choices are what we call learned behavior or habits. Obvious ones like walking and talking, but also moral codes, laws, and prescribed behavior adds filters to our choices. And of course, there is the story, the dominant background agenda we have about our life that deeply affects everything we do.

How we choose is determined by how we perceive the choice at hand and how we perceive our role in that choice. How we perceive is grounded in our value of consciousness. Thus, the clearer our awareness, the better our perception and the more profoundly we choose.

It’s a curious thing about negative determinism. If consciousness is what controls our choices, why do we bother to blame? That goes back to the ego story and the need to make wrong to make itself right. Blame comes down to a vain attempt to feel better about self. It offers no useful understanding of what is.

It’s also notable how we might gnash over life’s big decisions but the little choices are often the ones with the most profound consequences. The funny story that lead to meeting the love of your life. The comment you made off-hand that lead to the job of your dreams. Its the little things that are constantly accruing to form our life as it is.

Choice is a simple matter with profound consequences. We set goals, discuss destiny, consider our purpose, study our motivations, and review possible consequences.

As children, we are taught how to make choices in many fields. We are taught morals and laws, and are often steered towards certain careers. Much of that is traditional, passed on for generations. But that leaves out newer subjects like choosing real estate, credit, or technology. Due to changing mores, we are also now given much less guidance in choosing a mate. Or guidance many reject. Because mores are traditional, they also often leave out things like how to find out or think for yourself. The result is that many people don’t have good choice skills around relationship, home, and finance and many lives and relationships are seriously stressed in these areas.

Many adults go to church for spiritual sustenance but its notable that sermons are often dominated by talks on how to choose rather than how to be. Too many rules around choice often leads to regret and guilt, thus the famous “Catholic guilt”.

The key is to simply recognize that for the most part, we make our choices to the best of our ability in the moment. There is no point in blaming or judging wrong. We can simply see where we might have chosen better. Or go deeper and choose to allow what is. As we move closer and closer into the flow, right choice becomes more obvious and there becomes no need for gnashing or regret. The more we step into what is, the more choice becomes vertical rather then horizontal. Rather than choosing between this or that possible vector on the mesh, we choose “up”. We step into consciousness itself rather than being lost in the details. In that choice, we account for all possibilities and the best outcome is assured.

In choosing all possibilities, we choose the right one.

Davidya

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More Memory

June 23, 2008

In Deep Memory, I explored the nature of memory and its deep roots in experience.

This leads to some practical applications. If we understand that memory is at the root of all experience, that it gives structure to everything we know, then we have a deep insight into the nature of experience.

Understanding what it is we experience and how we experience allows us step back a little, to step out of the experience and choose to experience it another way. Rather than being caught up in it, we can shift gears and allow what is much more easily. We can allow the events to flow through our lives and see them for what they are.

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Creative Commons photo by nailbender

What are some of the words we use for memory?
- habit
- the past
- goals
- affirmations
- words
- language
- personality
- training & education
- conditioning
- our story
- reality
- belief
- laws
- morals
- physical objects
- atomic structure
- DNA

It may seem odd to refer to some of this as forms of memory, but if memory is what holds structure in consciousness, all structure in our experience, then the underlying structure of all things is memory. Indeed the experience itself is memory. I mention examples from the physical world as it too is structured in consciousness, thus memory. We simply need to consider that if sub-atomic particles are continuously being created and destroyed, what holds the pattern that keeps structures intact? How does a particle know into what form it should reform? Memory. Of course, not the memory of the particle itself but the memory structure of the substrata into which the particle finds itself manifesting.

You may notice another thread in the list. Learning. Pretty much all of our experience is learned. Its is programmed from and to memory. Not only do we exist to experience, we exist to remember.

When we work to change habits, reprogram ideas, work through our attachments, release old emotional baggage and so forth, we are editing our individual memory. This can have profound changes on our life experience as we are changing the structure of our experiences. But we are still just editing the low end. Moving into the moment, aided by clearing what gets in the way of that, is a much faster route to a more profound life.

Essentially all of expression is the progressive detailing of memory, progressively more individuated experience. Taking the One into detail. The One patterns that in memory. Curiously, we could say life is here to fill in all the gaps in memory but that implies time. The memory is already all there. It would be more true to say life is here to enliven it, to express what already is.

It can be hard to grasp that everything we experience is structured in memory. But you can probably recall a time when you confused a dream with waking state. Perhaps you “remembered” something from a dream then realized it wasn’t real. Memories are not laid in by the experience, they are the experience. This is why some people have total recall. It’s why others experiences can be described and recalled by sound (name and form in Sanskrit). Why some talk of ideas like the “akashic records”. (Akasha means space or aether. We might also call this mind space) And why it’s difficult to just be in the moment. Being in the moment is being. Experiencing is memory and from the individual value of memory, it is the past.

The sloppy event memory most of us carry about our lives is but one value of memory and it’s much muddied and revisionist. This is ego-managed memory and cannot be counted on for much. It is edited for the purpose of our story, to support the things we tell ourselves about how it is. There are deeper values of memory that are outside the illusion and give structure to what is. In Sanskrit, this is called Veda or knowledge.

Perhaps this illustrates how profoundly a shift from living in memory to living in the moment can be. Living in the moment is still in memory, but we are shifting upscale, from individual memory and past, from deep illusion, up into the higher echelons of mind. Inspired mind, divine mind.

It also shows how if we take charge of memory, we take charge of life.

Davidya